Katrin the kittie

Noooooo!!!

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 16:05:21 GMT

I just wrote a really long thin and this damn thin took it avay....

I'm scared....My honey goes to a ship trit tomorrow...and as we all know...thats a perfect place to be whit an other girl....I trus my hon...but I dont trust alcohol...and those single-good-looking-sluts.....I love him.....

I was yestureday looking for dead bodys whit Lucifer....j/k.....We looked for the grave yard of salo....and we found it, and took a walk....it was nice....and Lucifer stayed over night at my place, and we stayed up till 3am....

I so affraid at the moment.....what is life....am I living....do I exist?????? sometimes the karma of life makes me think that I am the only one on this planet and I am just imagining everyone else....life is so...that....
Like Marilyn Manson sings in reflecting god "I went the God just to see, and I was looking at me. Saw heaven and hell were lies.When I'm God everyonen DIES!!!!!!blabla blaaaa"

It's a good song.....damn I dont have time to write all of my things again....gadda go.....thanks for listening....if someone is reading this....byaaaah

Booooo!!!!!boww..

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 15:53:38 GMT

Well...hi honeys...
Yestureday afternoon I went looking for dead bodys whit Lucifer lol!!!!! j/k....We tryed to fount the grave yard of Salo...and we found it, and walked around there...it was nice..
Aaaand then she stayed at my place over night....We stayed up untill 3 am....and blah....

Today I hanget out whit Sheba....I dont feel so good...I'm a bit scared...cuz my honey goes tomorrow for a ship cruse...or something..and as everybody knows....thats the best place for cheading...and there are alot of single-good-looking-sluts...
I do trust him....but...I dont trust alcohol....and he will drink there...And I dont have anythin against it but still....I love him...and it is normal to be afraid....
just like I'm afraid of life....cuz I dont know do I eaven exis in this world...sometimes karma makes me feel like I'm the only one on this planet and I am only imaging all the others...
like Marilyn Manson sings 'I went the God just to see,and I was looking at me.Saw heawen and hell were lies...When I'm God everyonen DIES!!!!bla bla bla...'
so am I here....or are u here....I dont know....ask someone whit a brain.....I lost mine...

I miss him already...my hos.....Marko....hes a bad boy byt sooo cute when u get to know him....

gadda go....see ya soon....If someone is reading this...bye ^-^

scary...

Tue, 28 Jan 2003 14:49:23 GMT

omg.....I have an own livethingy....What shold I write....emmmmm

My honey was overnight at my place...and I didput some make up on him....hahahaaa...he was sooooo cute...o.k..
aaaand....I was the whole weekend at his summerhouse...or something...and I got sick...

Damn I dont know what to write now....I have had the whole day a really strange feeling...like my brain isn't working well...
damn...I feel so empty...so happy....too happy...
I have been sad almost all of my life, and now I have been dating this wonderful boy for almost 4 months...and now I am...happy...but I am Katrin...It's not like me that everything goes well...

Now I'm in the libruary whit Lucifer...and...yeh.....happy ^-^

byeh.....